kill me

我還記得我們的約定
一輩子幸福的約定
為你寫的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉略了

我還記得我們的約定
我比以前還更愛你了
連那風都笑我了
我想他會告訴你的我更愛你了

就這樣三年又過了我還是回到這個地方
閉上眼等你的出現空氣中吻你的臉

yes im already 21 years old
thank you for all your wishes..

i dont really have to worry much about studies
just concentrate on doing well
its either i continue with my bachelor in aerospace systems
or enter NTU EEE


birthday was celebrated over at the azure, sentosa
was really deciding to hold one or not
so final decision was to invite all the close friends back..

and theres celine to help cater food, order cake, wrap door gifts
(THANKS LOVE)
and i just have to PAY MONEY. ha

'guestbook'


really glad that everyone came in their WHITE outfit!
so nice..


team sisters


my aerospace friends, all came very entertaining!


my AI close friends/leos!


abused by them
have to wear those wings, tiara and walk around


had this groom collect bride thing -.-
have to do push ups before entering, thanks ah


AI close friends!


SC leos!


close poly friends!


so loving isn't it?
my papa and mama


thanks to gusti who started the ball rolling
everyone were supposed to say
1. memorable event they had with me
2. one wish for me

it was really nice hearing back some funny stories..







i tell you my poly friends are really entertaining can!
they announced that they were paid to be at the party. HAHA


didnt got the 3d kukubird cake but this instead.
not too bad!




close pals


thanks i love the gifts!
i had a great time there..
thanks to those who cannot make it too


it was really memorable for me!

i better clear the batam and thailand pics first before i leave for Bintan tmr

我也不懂 就让我走 让我开始享受自由

mum reminded me for a thousand time tt we're going out today
we bought a new compact camera!
so i helped to choose the model..

can't wait to try it so i played with it during dinner..

look at how fat my little brother is now!
working hard towards 200kg..


first macro test..


the camera's good if i look good


showed them some unconventional ways to shoot
even shooting at a lower angle makes a huge difference


yup yup, had ur fav soup restaurant..




the camera's a great buy.

i love pasta salad..

yesterday was our last unisim lecture/tutorial for the semester.
the exams will clash with rp's one too. so fun!
70%! am already revising for it..

november
06- Auto-flight Systems
12- Aircraft Electrical Systems
13- Aerospace Management
16- Aviation Human Factors
17- Intellectual Property & Patents
18- Aviation Maintenance Practices

i will work hard to stay in the bachelors programme

time and time again i dont feel like going back home.
so tiring.. really very tiring

they want to take me away

yay im still alive. there are so much much much things to study.
i almost wanted to give up my uni studies until i got back the quiz results.
surprisingly i did fairly well cause i expected myself to fail badly.

things are not going to be better over time.
have to cope with school tests and unisim semester exams on november.

i slept alot last sunday.
friday- 9.45-4pm lesson
then 7-10pm unisim lecture
saturday- 2-5pm unisim lecture + quiz
was dragging myself home after that..


anyway i see alot of familiar faces in my new class like jeremiah & norman!
new modules not that bad, nice facilitators too
i got nice lecturers/profs at unisim too. they're quite funny!

got an award ceremony this month end! :D
looking forward to a well-deserved break.
luckily i still get to eat my fav food!

im back from bangkok.
it was good cause i had my own time to walkabout and shoot..

yes it was overall a good short trip!

yup, am enjoying my holidays.
was away the whole of last weekend for a simple getaway ♥..
finally met up with the 'family' for a meal last night

update again soon.

holidays - so far so good
was so bored the first few days
bought tickets to bangkok next 2 weeks

uni tests took up quite some time too.
i just finished 1, aerospace management & felt so bad that i didnt put in much effort
commercial law, airline finance, airworthiness - die

hmm..

had our fyp presentation last wed!

one more semester to go :)

project on tricopter
carried this home to take some photos for our report..
quite paiseh cause very attention seeking. lol



some pictures taken these few weeks

even went to play pool the day before presentation
crazyyyy


shared the benten cafe big bowl icecream! haha
love vanilla icecream with cornflakes!


junkai's finger got cut by the blades during presentation..
very drama! haha memories.


yes they paste the stickers on the car hood and i drove it out like that


celebration lunch over lailai beef noodles!!!! favourite.






swimming after our PM test yesterday.
3 more tests to go next monday and tuesday!




daytona! lol


"where got ghost" movie

i had my greatest weekend this national day.
i was sooo happy

there are actually many things to celebrate about :)

i slept the day away
FYP presentation on wed & exams next week.
looking forward to holidays for a well deserved break
no school and i only need to attend night lessons at uniSIM.

ahh~

rip clara and sy
its nice knowing both of you in sch :'(

hope i go through less shit please..

update again on NDP NE1!

HUH?

51 cases in RP alone?
wow amazing

yea finally finished this set after a month
last last last wedding set to go

and i should spend more time on.. studies? erm
hahaha yes studies! oh sucks

hahaha yst was so funny!
you cannot believe how strong our antennas were!

kenneth who is beside me now,
just attended a H1N1-confirmed-case class yst.
haha please don't get me!

NDP rehearsal yst.



my platoon mates firing..
ya la commandos
lol






overall it was good except for the damn hot weather
i had so much H20 and mr bean soya bean..
lol

yes im damn slow.
will upload the batam pictures this weekend!


was damn late for FYP today.
junkai got e63 red too! yummy
spent some time trying this and that out!

downloaded mini opera!
we dont have to surf the mobile facebook anymore,
& able to upload pics straight from mobile!

woo the phone is so worth the money spent!
cheap and good.

hannah montana movie was good ♥
cant cant wait for transformer

finished another set of photos.

im gonna finish the rest of the past month pictures this weekend
and have have have to study for 2 tests next week!

last week:
caught terminator & blood the last vampire
(cant wait for transformer!)
oh changed a new phone

love e63. actually not that huge afterall
i know im very slow to own a wifi phone
yes yes its damn shiok!
facebook where ever theres wifi &
msn on the bed. oh~~


and this!
it took me to zouk that day
cause i dont know how to drive there.

update soon!
yes should twitter more

back back back from batam!
awesome yea i brought my camera along too!


our beach resort is damn nice


bbq dinner!
hooked on lamb satay


woke up early for sunrise too


after lunch!


woooooohoo!
thanks to theo's underwater camera

hahaha ok more pics soon!

catching someone's flashlight
making them look like stars

ah so proud of myself
i have done so many many many stuffs these few days
but i got about 2800 pictures left to go through by 2nd week june

ndp shoot will start mid june
we skipped the may rehearsals :D

oh yeh! its fridayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

what a wonderful week!

tuesday had a test and was quite happy with it

wednesday went to chinatown for some FYP matters
and then to tampines for swimming!
yea & got a loot from tampines one!

thursday rest day :)
caught 2 movies and been to the new iluma mall!

friday test was postponed (yea news of the year)

weekend - astons with some jiemeis.
XINWANG for supper♥!
wooooooooooooooooo

ok, its monday tmr. sucks

wedding shoot this morning from 5.45am!!

urgh, this song just keep playing and playing in my head

am joining alvin for weddings


this from alvin
love to see their many nice photos

i must make good pictures

tune in for more yea! :)

ahhh school started today, very last year before army.
im going to play hard.. studies?, err see how first lah haha


shopping with the close friends past few weeks were enjoyable


friends got VERY VERY busy. they ALL got attached
celine with edward,
j with gary,
vivian with eugene,
gusti with weishan,
esmond with meiqi..
theo with army hahaha

ya so im all alone.
sound very sad right, ya very depressing indeed.
but also happy to hear their sweet happenings whenever we meet for a catch up.

ah whatever, good night!

tip: try not dumping your useless pictures
may use it one fine day! :D

ha so cute so playful
must shoot kids at wedding




very excited
looking forward to the many weddings
starting May

study trip @ Xiamen, China

5am breakfast at the airport


cabin rather empty
but happening with our 27 loud voices


checked in
and we 4 got ourselves opposite rooms
the whole level was taken by our students so its very noisy, lol

camera was not always with me
couldn't bring it into the hangar, duh
so its just some pictures while we're out holidaying









very crazy friends
bryan, norman, junkai
we sticked tgt for the whole trip and people call us f4? wtf haha


very huge wordings facing taiwan
to tell something about the both of them


China


went in a strawberry farm
we took the basket and pluck which ever strawberries we want
then pay and bring home eat


different world, different owners/farmers


wash them first before eating


not THAT bad right?
but this the worst i saw in the whole trip i guess




fastfood


went to their walk eat shop street


counting our cash


those bbq food
very shiok








finding for a supermarket to stock up some food and drinks


we got SO much beer for the whole trip
small bottle - 80cents
big bottle - 70cents
so !!!


supper






studying very hard






supper again



seafood street

went to had seafood one night
and surprisingly the eateries there are really hygienic








use gloves leh!!!!
wow




hearty meal, nice and cheap!
we had alot of things and only cost us about $10+, super worth it






talk cock with the taxi driver
hahahah
ok major inside joke


the whole village (only those working in the hangar can enter)
very huge like (cant find places to describe)
blackout, nice




eat and eat and eat and drink

breakfast at 8
8.30 - 4 lesson/hangar
1 hour break for lunch
4-6 poker/drink/nap in room
dinner and out to play again


one scary night before the exam next day
scary because everybody were in their room mugging
its a few hundred pages of notes


celebration, no more lessons
ok this is real good
this is bbq fish then later steam?
wah lao good!


went to their night club to have beer




one morning


memories lane
hahaha, they will like walk up and down half naked
or go find trouble
haha!


breakfast


our key to different places after lessons
overall very very friendly taxi drivers
oh people there also scold cheebye! woo


xiamen university
had a visit to their aeronautical school








hes our posing guru


still inside the university






out to famous gulangyu island




whats special is that no vehicles are allow on the island



we wanted to give our guide from the hangar some memories so,













yup, flooded her camera. haha


got chinese tea ceremony,
haiya very mafan one lah


zahid with his paper hat




haha nothing to do in the night


bbq food for supper again!!!
love having them with beer


ok a must shoot before coming back to this
forever summer island

and time for pictures from their cameras!
cause got my face so must post





huge wind in cold weather is killer


write so nice ley
Men's Health Supplements wor!
sex toys lah


in the class
funny memories.. running around getting coffee
dozing off, junkai bryan norman the 3 can fall asleep
WAH LAO
then giggle at very funny spoken english




dont worry, 4 of us are as straight as arrows
it was out of fun




very professional right




HAHAHAHAHA












on job training at the aircraft was best time inside
always look forward to the time of the day to go hangar
climbing around huge 747-400




WAH byebye!

Darkness has won

felt like this before?
like trees with no leaves?


so i'm away from the bustling city
to rest
to seek inspirations


everything's so peaceful now

urgh, class posting out!
i tell you damn sian!
everyday different class, school want to act cool again
ya who im with? i'll jot down here..

Day 1 - Aircraft Communications and Navigation Systems (E367) @ E45M-C
norman, kenneth
Day 2 - Digital Communications (E310) @ E46A-C
jiawei, dinnah, yan, bryan, vinodth, jacqueline, ryan
Day 3 - Project Management (E328) @ E46D-C
jeremiah, junkai, ridhuan
Day 4 - Data Acquisition & Sensors (E302) @ W25K-C
jacqueline, yuni

and many hi bye friends also..
wah lao, i hate studying so much!

last time we complain why dont stick to 1 class for the whole year
(like other sch)
we change class every sem..
now we got 4 classes each sem.
eeyeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i hate to go school and act shy in class
oh hi jeremiah! haha

i got many untouched pics in my HD!
this weekend gotta clear some
cause i shot alot at last monday's event


Your GOD


Zirca





oh gotta clear my room too, please
yea i got no more maid
no more rosti, porridge & many nice home cooked food
now the food at home are hard and cold

quit photography yesterday.
and yes, picked up photography again today
nonsense

although i waste a lot of shutter count (which will spoil one day)
but i got back home with something i like!
you cannot imagine how tedious this is.
the shooting part is insane
the processing is insane x999

why do you want this technique?
if you love bokeh; if you want less than f/1 effect

the time and memory taken to load/process/stitch
18 12megapixels pictures at one go, wooo crazy

ok fine! i'm happy

my self portrait skill is 1-shot-1-kill now, very shiok

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Hey hey
not dead not dead!
shot in the rain yesterday and was lucky for a rainbow and great hornbill!
luckily i insisted we stayed in Changi for sunset!

bad for that rain smudge at the bottom right
shot in the rain for quite some time


yes my first time spotting great hornbill
very fascinating


it was TSINGTAO beer + dry horfun + satay dinner
how shiok

back from china!
update again next few days..

i always wanted to do this
having my 'nicer' pictures up on my wall

finally framed some pictures up today!
i will slowly fill the whole room up, so yay
ok this holidays..


i still think this picture look good with black frame.
but my friend wanted it sooooooooooo badly
gave it out attached with my love.

Chingay'09

my life's pretty good till now.
i see alot of friends taking up photography
ya, im most happy to talk to you about photography..
not professional but still can chat about it.


am leaving for xiamen this weekend
to play with 747s
very sad, they didnt group me with my lovely gay friends
oh so secondary school!

shooting for NDP'2009
im feeling sad stress happy lucky

before sleep.

ok i'll upload the pictures slowly,
very lazy

my wireless router was super cranky the past few months just like me.
but solved & im enjoying the dc-free internet now.

pimples outbreak lor
love my self portrait skills.

algae got me

after sunday's sunrise.
i reallyx7 love to drive
love playing either 987, gold 90.5 or class95 love songs in the night.


reunion lunch at vienna with the relatives
see how chubby my brother is now!
so hehehehe


my 20 years maid no, god mother is going home this month end.
new one will be here this weekend


chompchomp last night..
so good






love these unhealthy food
love my cute tummy also














bringing the kids out was not easy








after that was dessert at laupasat till 2am



hmm..

!!

what? i'll shoot your actual day wedding for only $1k!
still doing the photos yesterday..
very lazy very tired, 15hours shoot man.

the thought of having school tmr is omg...
anw, i drove the family out to amk, then to wisma
then to golden mile and back home.
good experience, cant wait to bring pet out

yup, bought d300
lying on my bed sleeping now
getting enough rest for tmr's wedding shoot & sunday

so guess my d80's pretty useless now
anybody wants to buy the body?
i would call it the best entry-level camera!
ok whatever, its just a tool
only yourself can do the stunning pictures

ok have to rest now.



-----
quick updates.

-went supafly at stjames on saturday
and puked in the cab.
got absolute bottle and many many whiskey coke jugs

-hangover on sunday
got greatttttttt care & concern

-passed driving test on monday

-got new camera today

2009
21 years old
oh my god

click on the image above to view little video...
please dont be like jeremiah watching the video without audio!
we love the song man (inside joke)

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why would you not let me shoot your wedding?
call me ok :) hehehe

taken earlier in the day,
gotta go their dinner shoot now

my D80's back for a few weeks already

taken last weekend :)
made by 4 images

wedding photoshoot tmr,

very excited i must say
D300 D80 i love you

it was great!
love you all

phuture pictures later..

going to meet v & j now.
christmas stayover tmr!

victoria's secret fashion show 2008!
i'll just put 3/5 of the show here





skip usher's performance.
those dresses are phew!



hot.

upload more maybe this weekend.
shooting tmr also

omg, i cant wait for zouk on friday
because i cant wait to see viv j jessy & celine!

ok, need to wake up at 4am for sunrise tmr later

ok.

i must say i had fun.
super impromptu night with viv j w jessy & friends!
went down to zouk and hopped away at 12.

holiday mood.
aiya, im crazy
everytime got excuse
last week was pre-holiday celebrations



i woke up feeling good on saturday morning
good sleep


went down to sentosa in the evening
shocked by their laughters even before i entered the hotel room
wth so much drinks
rest and talk talk with the friends :)
had dinner at some 'taste of singapore' and watched ms world in the room

all 'load up their alcohol' before heading down to zoukout at 12am
bumped into friends here and there but i was drunk already
i remembered jessy's nyp friend asked if im ok..
i remembered peeing at the bushes

and was super fun- like sleep walking hehehe
oh embarrassingly i met hadi they all!
i knew i heard hadi's voice but saw kholid's face

fireworks! omg i dont even remember seeing them! wth
i went inside with about 20 of them
later friends here and there became like super huge crowd

!! hopefully they still hold it at siloso next year

i had bakerzin set meal today! GOOD
GOOOD, cant wait for tuesday now

girlfriend's birthday weekend
(give you one whole blog post)

how sweet right? (puke)
oh she puked like merlion at zouk on friday

saturday,
we had a surprise mcdonalds kids birthday party for this auntie!
(viv and i put in so much effort x9823235) lol



shocked


called her mum days before about this


her cousins & aunties were down too!

with 20+ of them at the party, (waiting for the group photo)

had treasure hunt & musical chair games -.-

& esmond owned the game



why is her boyfriend not beside her?!
you wait for the group photo.

went clubbing in the night,























how sweeeet


yah ok, i not as charming as him
(theo happy? hahahaha)


i finally saw how crazy he is
HAPPY ARMY, HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
(they want to say i irritating again)

so today, sunday
vivian and i went to her place with her big family
her ahma, aunties uncles & cousins

very nice dinner..
her mum's meesiam, ahma own recipe pork (cannot stop eating)
& some other good food

then play and chitchat, not the first time having 'family dinner' with them
the kids damn funny..
vivian can entertain them
(bang bang bang, who die?) -.-

they got alot of names for me also..
ahgua, gay, tomgirl...


ok happy 19th!

pics thanks to viv and esmond

Jeremy in Black & White

family away for holiday
good friends stayed over at my place for monopoly and mahjong!

with my favourite super rings,
drinks, samosa & soggy potato wedges!

theo came over at bloody 12am and left at 4am -.-

cant wait to see them all on saturday!

super random picture of gusti,

dont look like him.. or maybe 10 years later?
he still got the very baby face. *puke

out the next day







theo and viv is lol.

D80 + Tamron 17-50 2.8 + 50 1.4




Marina Barrage







activities there..








(kite of a bat)

ok, d80 have to be hospitalised for about 1 week plus
(and my telephoto lens)
hopefully they recover before standard chart run


the booklets picked up at nikon today
another friend's spare d80 with my new 50mm f1.4! HA
phew

i was thinking about the camera stuffs.
(im buying another body no matter what)
hmm, ok now secret strategy haha
i promise to come back super strong


listening to ERA musical
& i hope to chant the same way as them

i finally got over with britney's womaniser
and so many kylie minogue songs past few days

---
awww

my 17-50 2.8 lens for events


baby d80 need to send in for repair
ah hopefully i dont have to pay anything

aww moody.

err happy birthday?
yup, I spent my week with all the people i want to :)

going back to school tmr,
study and play hard now

Twenteen years old.

ok i tell you,
last night i came home 'close to drunk' at 2.30am
superrrrrrrrrr dizzy
then this cat followed me to my doorsteps..
keep wanting to make her way in my house!

then my mum gave a SUPER loud scream this morning
(thinking of jeraldine hahahaha)
when the cat suddenly touched her legs..
she was outside my gate the whole night!! omg


i wanted to bring her in..
but my bro was sooo scared.. and his asthma -.-
my mum played with her for awhile before she left for work
she dash in my house a few times and i have to search for her
BELOW THE TREADMILL. SO OMG.

she slept on my $5 comfy slippers at the shoe shelf outside..
tilllllll late today..
hmm and shes gone now
oh girlfriend where are you


ok i love my big fat cat at home..
so funny when i scare him with the cat


act hardworking



OK IPOD,

what name should i give her?
my macbook was named amanda
open for entries lol




sexy!

i cant wait for the weekend! W.
next weekend (mahjong)! & next next weekend(club)!!!
update again; thank you friends for the early celebration





more pics to come..

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hot like... me
ok, BUY LAH!

think and think and think since they were born,
like girl like that

last wed & thur went to work

and i saw my pictures on their newspaper..
ok so you know which hospital im working at already
(since some of you were quite curious)
been quite happy to shoot for them

ok, i will have like 1000 portraits of doctors, nurses, profs and.....
by the end of next week.
they will have a wall mural with all these pictures

friday school was sian..
went out again in the night for a good jap dinner & dessert
(SINCERELY wanted to meet viv they all but they refused to tell me where they are)
knockout at 3am.

im here now after a 5 hours nap
morning woke up at 6am for a president challenge event shoot.

(husband and wife, AWWWW endless wwwwww)
until 2pm man!

so, major rest this weekend.
cant wait to meet the friends on 19
and going out on 23. oh!

i love friday nights.............

took this wayyy back in january'08.